how , i miss you .

i can't stop crying . i miss you . a lot ada .
takbir bergema , seolah memanggil kenangan lama . 
perginya ADA , memberi impak yang besar pada hidup ini . 
betapa terasa kehilangannya . . 
ketawanya , keriuhannya . . qa rindukan ADA . 
bila saat yang selalunya ad dia dcc ini , tetapi hari ini tiada . 
mcm mana na dikawal airmata . . 
kehilangannya sangat terasa . . 

hey !


new edition of mine :)
new signature there , short form for "artofafycatchy"
aoac . 
starting from now , i'll continue back addict to my drug :)
I've nothing to do to full-fill my dear free time . 
yeah . no lepaklepak ta tentu pasal . 
after class , i'll continued follow my timetable . 
so after 5 , i'll take my brger , n went straight to my room :)
on9 should be :) 
then continued doing everything as usual . 
well , i'll be fine and doing great . 
i'll finished my homework by my own . 
no more love with ppl around me. only ulan . the one . 
so pls , i need to take care of my self . my responsible to sumone who need me in his life . 
i have change his way till he lost the valuable ones, so i need to repay it back . 
next time, for those who see me doing wrong or shouldn't do it, pls remind me . 
THANK YOU . iloveyou :)



dey are wonderful

kawan itulah mereka ! 
1 thing i'm proud to be known as their friend , because they are superb in theirs words :)
shows dey have high level of education . they also gorgeous in their own personality . 
who are they ? they are including you IF you think , u're my dear friend :)


apelah untung jadi diri anda juga . bijak berkata2 . handal memberi idea . 
ta salah juga jika sy ingin mencontohi mereka :D


life . there are a lots of friends . 
friends do have various types . 
they may hate me sumtimes o.O
they may give me trouble o.O
they may fall in love with me o.O
they may help me o.O
they are colourful :)) 


bagaimana sekalipun kawan saya itu , saya tetap anggap dia adalah kawan saya :) 

cinta :D


Akan ku biarkan dirimu
Merasuki hidupku
Akan ku biarkan cintamu
Meracuni hatiku
Kerna cintaku terlalu gila
Kepadamu ku yang cinta
Kerna diriku tak pernah bisa
Hidup tanpamu

Jangan pernah tinggalkan diriku
Jangan lepaskan aku
Walau setengah detik hidupku


Kerna cintaku terlalu gila
Kepadamu ku yang cinta
Kerna diriku tak pernah bisa
Hidup tanpamu

haish . abah abah :)

malam ni, aku berbuka berdua je dgn abah . mak dh tinggalkan lauk. wah daging salai masak gulai. my feveret !
ouh . aku na goreng kentang goreng , abah na goreng ikan. berebut kuali. tapi tntulh aku menang sbb aku dh pgng ape bda nama tu aku pun ta tahu lah. kompius > sudip ? senduk ? ntah . . .
da goreng...pstu baru gorengkan ikan abah tu . .
hari ni berbuka ad tmbikai, pisang goreng, kentang goreng . ouh .lain2 ta larat dh na sumbat . 

abah : ikan ni masak ke ta ?
qa : eh, mstilah masak, qa da goreng lama tau .
abah : ni knpe mcm ni isi dia . .?
( hehe. . . .lalala aku buat muka ta tahu je )
qa : abah , sedap ke beras ni ? 
abah : sedaplah . 
qa : kenapa abah cakap sedap ? 
abah : sbb ta berbuku-buku
( teringat nasi kat cafe A berbuku-buku. tapi sedap juga . agaknya aku da biasa makan beras murah :P )
abah : ape pasal dy ta berbuku ?
qa : sebab dy beras elok . 
abah : mana pulak . sebb dy ta g skolah . 
qa : mak aih =.=" 

sedangkan nasi lagi mahu dibuat bahan gurauan abahku . . 
perut dah kenyang, marilah kita menunaikan solat pula ya :)

dah lama ta update :D

yeah . . sekarang ni , bul ramadhan ! dah na raya dah pun . .
sedih jugak sbb sorng2 kat ruma ~
adik beradik yg lain ta balik lagi . so boringlah . .
ta tahu na buat apa. na kemas rumah cm mne ni . hehehe
mne na start dulu ?? mstilah dri dlm bilik . blik yg sepah mcm ape ntah ni ~
mula dari ats kebawah . tolet da cuci :)


  • cuci aircond . . 
  • then na cuci kipas tmpat mkn . . 
  • kipas dnng room .
  • kipas kt dapur . 
  • mana lagi ada kipas ? yg lin tu bersih sbb ta un . haha
  • kemas bilik , mula dari bilik along
  • bilik abngah
  • bilik tgh 
  • bilik air ta perlu kemas =.="
  • buang sampah yg banyak tu . .
  • cuci tingkap rumah :)
  • cuci grail sliding door , pntu dapur pntu depan . . 
  • cuci pntu . . cuci tingkap . . 
  • kemas rak buku , lmari TV . . almari kasut ? 
  • sapu rumah , mop lantai !
  • last skali baru start buat almond london :D
saya sgt bijak dlm membuat jadual perancangan , tapi saya tidaklah serajin itu untuk melaksanakannya . wahahahahaahah !! 

na sgt pasang pelita . tapi . . . ta syok sorng2 .  .=.="
smua balik mlm raya. baik ta yah raya mcm ni . . tapi tgk mak dgn abah ,. dis yeah dey all nmpak hepi sgt :)
yeah , kesunyian yg sekian lama tnpa anak2 . . berbuka pun, dgn airmata. alolo kesiannye mummy & daddy . 

yeah, i'll do my best to . . so kne lah pasang lagu raya, baru ad feel kan ? hihihihi . . 
sokeylah sorng2 pun . mak kje , abah pun . ni btl2 sedih ni . . ape ni raya dh ta lme tpi smua org stll bsy dgr krja !!

sokeyh ! gogo chayook ! i can do it !

TODAY WITHOUT YOU , MY SWEETHEART

sumpah
rindukan ADA .
qa tau qa ta bole na soal knpe ADA tgglkan qa
and
kenapa saat indah kita cuma seketika
qa na menanges .
qa na jumpa ADA
tapi smua tu mustahil .
qa na tgk ADA menyanyi .
ADA .
u're my best
i really miss you .
da ta tau na bt mcm mana lagi .
na sgt jumpa ADA . . .
na tarik pp ADA.
pp ADA lmbut sgt .
na tgk ADA joget .
lau ADA ad, msty ADA kol qa mlm ni.
msty ADA bt sesuatu yg sgt indah.
ADA, sntiasa ad mase utk bt sesuatu yg indah
untuk adik2 dy . .
kenapa perkenalan dn pertemuan kita cuma smpai disitu .

stop crying

lately . . its getting worst . . there must be sumthing wrong . .
and
i won't pretend that i'm okay
yesterday
hangout with my old friends. of course it fun,even i'm quite tired driving all day
we having lunch together - KFC , watching movie - KONGSI
story so much things , laughing all day
BUT
behind the smile , i noe there was smthing wrong with me . i can't sleep soundly
TODAY
i was crying suddenly on my bed , i dunno what it is ! GOSH .
i'm realize , even i'm look cool my heart wasn't cool as it could
so sad to leave this home , for quite long time ?
the place where i was having my childhood . where so much things happend in my life .
HOWEVER
there was nothing anymore here . its like been chasing out .
no wonder i was crying to leave soon
i dunno where other place , i'm so sad . .
DAD ,
so much i need to say , been lonely since the day , the day we having a conflict
i felt i already loss my best friend , i'm so sad . . . we're letting go of smthing special . .
i remember the day i'm trying to have a talk with you , then we start ignoring each other till today
and i'm realize i'm already loss you . . . .

sorry for that

is not easy to satisfy others .


hey !
tday , when i'm standing there and staring far . . 
i realize , dat i'm not doing my best . .
and i've change a lot . . 
why ? 
why ppl change every second ?
i wont be and i'm not
a loser !
yeah , 
theirs eyes already told me , 
that i was lose their faith on me . 
i've nothing to be proud of . 
i'm so sad . 
i talk too much , to spittle my disappointment . . 
when i lose them , so i keep at arm's length . . 
i'm sorry . 
mum and dad , i'm really sorry . 
i don't even understand ,
why i was born to dis world . 
abah says, none of his children make he proud.
so do i . . . i feel hurt to hear it . 
i feel tired and sick to look his dishonest smile . 
he make me feel sucks . GOSH !

KUALA LUMPUR

penatnya drive dari ruma ke KL
pastu jalanjalan kat jalan tar, bergesel dgn org lain
sangatlah tidak disukai saya !
ouch , ! don't let ur body touch me okeyy : /
 then , melepak d KLCC . 
aha~! teringat zaman kanakkanak
waktu abangabang masih budakbudak :)
seronoknya masa tu.
main taman permainan bersama
mandi kolam bersama
bahagianya ! gembira tidak terkata !
itulah orang kata : KENANGAN ITU LEBIH BERHARGA :)
then, we all straight pegi ruma chekk kat PUDU.
malam tu, ateyh & k.azma bawak we all pergi  SHAH ALAM 2 buah kereta.
saja merayau !
tolonglah faham, naekk kereta dgn si faridzul tu,
mauh tercabut jantung dibuatnya.
bukan kerana bawak laju, tapi dia bawak huru hara!
hahahahaaaa . . .
balekk malam , mandi dan tido !
pagi besokk bangun , siapsiap na balekkkk :)
so drive balekkk !
kt Genting sempah , rehat jap , lunch MCD !
ta de la sedap mana pun ~! haha
sampai ruma . jupjup tido lah saya !

suka dan terus suka :)


. . . . LALALALALALA . . . .


. . . . BANANA . . . .

walking along the streets . . . . .

actually : it was nothing at all !
i'm keep trying sumthing new !
walking around , flirting such a foolish !
just wanna find how dis world perform as  !
what is the most important is : he still with me for a year already !
he really care bout me , treat me well . don't do dat . don't act like dis .
aha~! soo many things. he teach me : how to respect others . 
btw : not all ppl i need to be respect okeyy ! hahahaa
b , tengs for be my bestiest frens , my very bad enemy , romantic lover , 
and SOON my responsible husband ! (  hope sooo )
i noe u can do it well ! 
its sookeyy , what others wanna say n keep judging u sucks . 
deyy all sucks , just forget it , keep ignoring them !
 enough , for u to noe who really you are , okeyy !
i'm still standing beside you . no matter what happen !
syg : kita baru setahun jagung, nothing at all !
b : ta kesa syg ckp kita baru setahun jagung , tapi bg b smua ni cukup bermakna !
aha~! i noe , u really mean it :)
the most IMPORTANT : saya ta seburuk yang awak nampak & sangka !
semuanya berpada walaupun menggila :)
jangan cuba mengganggu saya :|